Every things going downhill. Are you sure I’m not losing you to her? Don’t tell me lies, please.
Female.
So we broke up and you are trying to talk to somebody else but from what i can see the shit is continuously falling apart, so far where she’s even gotten with somebody else. Why cant you see i’m right here? That you are supposed to be with me? Fuck the distance, you used to be so happy though. Now you come talking bout you want somebody to hold and shit? Whatever girl. I know you heard “never leave the one you love for the one you like, cause they will leave you for the one they love”. And i know you feeling stupid. Now, i know i just ranted and sorta called you stupid, but if you called me tomorrow and said you wanted to try again? I would say “okay” before you could even finish your train of thought.
Female, 18.
I want to commit suicide. The only reason I don’t is the fact that I have no idea how to.
Hey boyfriend. I’m really happy I’m with you. I would ask you a lot of things, but, I’m kinda scared that you would think I’m weird. I also kinda wanna ask if you ever tell your parents. I never told my parents, but, you’re totally different. I think I’m going to tell my mom about you. I’m really scared about what my dad is going to think if he ever found out though. I’m also scared that they would ruin our relationship. I have no idea what I should do.
October 4th; 2O1O. <3
Female
Hey tall buddie, you know that convo we had…? When you found out that I liked you; Is that where you decided to tear me apart? It got so awkward and I felt sad. I ended up crying a little, again. When I was sad & lonely today, you ignored me and didn’t want to cheer me up. I tried talking to you. But, you didn’t look at me or even try to talk to me. After that, everyone was hanging out, outside. I was all alone. No one came to cheer me up. You stopped cheering me up. It makes me sadd…..
I hate how I feel like I’m annoying to everyone. Please, talk to me first. Or reassure me I’m not annoying. I would feel much better.
Female
I hate that I like you. I wasn’t mad at you yesterday. I was sad. Christian was telling you that I wasnt mad at you. You should’ve believed him. He knows how I feel. It kept hurting when you were telling him that everyone was telling you to go out with me, but, you only said we were friends. It hurt so much that I had to move, just so you wouldn’t see me cry. That didn’t work out. Later, if I tell you how I feel, how would you feel? Would you just reject me and just stay friends. I wouldn’t know how to do that…
So, my friend asked if you liked me, right? Yes, she did. But, you said no. So, today in math intervention I asked if she asked you anything weird. you just nod and end up getting like some emotional break-down. I had to move. & you were back to normal. Are we not buddies anymore? I got kinda sad. So, I’m thinking… Let’s just not be buddies’ anymore. I kinda just want to forget about this. I took a nap today to get away from the pain, away from the drama; But, I woke & came back to reality. Everyone calls me cupid. It’s my third day of being cupid. They call me that cause my friends say cupid finds love for his/her clients, but, they don’t think cupid has one. So, it get’s pretty cold on cupid’s side. They wonder if he is happy. Just cause s/he finds love for people, doesn’t mean cupid is happy. Like me I guess. I know you like someone else(a little bit) . but, I was hoping you would like me more. I hate setting my hopes up to high, cause, I end up getting hurt. I regret having my friend ask you ‘cause now, it makes my life more sad…..
female
I think I really do like you. But, I deny it when people asks if I like you. I don’t want my image to be ruined that’s why. I feel stupid right now. Today, i cried. You were there to comfort me and let me cry on you. Then I was hugging you forever afterward when I was feeling a bit better. After I let go and ran to my friends, they all asked if I like you. I deny it. I hate myself for doing it, but, I don’t know. I don’t want my friends to keep telling me that it’s weird to like you. I know you like her a little bit, but, I don’t know. Do you really like her? Can’t you like me instead? I’m sorry. But, If you ever are reading this one day. Then, I’m sorry & I like you. I’m stupid for letting my friend’s telling me that I shouldn’t like you. I know I shouldn’t be pushing my real feelings away. My friends are different from me. As long as they like that person, they don’t care what anyone else thinks. But, then they would think its weird If I told them I liked you. I am really sorry. I wish I could tell everyone how i feel, but, I can’t.
FEMALE,17
